Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Would u be mine?

Well i guess never my words meant a thing
even if i could kiss yah, u wouldnt understand
u dont understand how i feel ... u couldnt feel
u cant feel wht i feel, u wont feel...
For a while ur words, ur energy were my world
but u left me apart, hiding ur feelings
to let me hangin in my dreams, never our dreams
dreams those i cant live nor sharin ... cant dream with yah
dreams those u just keep off, no dreamin, no more....
Oh well if there were any moment?!?!
u didnt keep a moment 2 remind!!
Noo dont think soo... u dont!! actually u dont!
merely kinda ripped off the pages where i belonged
throwin eveything away, no lookin back ....
And i've cryin all my tears, givin up ... hopin u will notice
u wont notice, swallowing and chokin on my own mistakes
wonderin if i had the power of come back time ...
To feel, To realize....
would u want 2 live it all again? would u be mine?

Boredom!!

Aw sometimes the door does reads
sometimes the door does remember
oow yeh, doors remembering things ...
weird ... no not weird
maybe the door does feels
maybe the door get hurts
maybe the door isnt good enough
indeed, the door tried the best!

But its hard to know when the door has no answer
actually the door doesnt has a question
things just happens!
Why let the door knows wht is going on?
Its a door ...maybe it'll not be able to get it
actually there's nothing goin on
its just the door's head!
ow stupid door, wondering abt nothing
the door's dream is just empty as the door's meaning!!

But think about who needs a door???
ya maybe someday, a boring day the door is interesting!
but when ya'r havin fun the door is just a door
the door doesnt mean a thing
But the door is doin just drama
and door should got used to be just a door
always, it was just a door!!!

Just a door reflecting!! September Stuff

The life was so boring
till ya came in my way
the clock just stopped
a minute i dont want to waste
i wish i could run to ya now
i wish i could hug ya tight
but Im a door i dont have arms
Im door, my legs dont take me anywhere

Why have to be so impossible???
two lifes, different sides ...
the pain inside my heart
the luv inside my mind
But i dont know how to keep ya
Im door, what can i do??
I dont know what is inside ur head
I dont know what is between us

Why have to be so impossible???
seek your love is like
try to hold the sun in my arms
keep all stars around me
or take the moon off of the sky
ow if i could...
if I could make you feel
Why cant i make u feel??

If i could come back time
and change all that i left to say
change all that i left to do
if i could just for a sec
have the guts to say
how much i love you
just for a sec
hold you!!


Old Stuff

Why to luv??, asks the door
How do I find my way back to the reality?
When did I get lost??
Ow Door, you left so much behind
always proud to be strong
Ow Door, you gotta live ur life
you dont know who u r anymore

But what can I do? Im just a door
Why try for someone else? if im only a thing
is it time to let go?
and contradict all that have been said
Why Is everything being left behind?
if the door finds it so worthy ...
but aw i forgot, a door
doors have no choice, they r things!!

Why do a door luv??
i dunno, Do ya know??

You dont mind at all!

Doesnt Matter wht the world think abt me...
they dont even know me!!
But does matter wht u think abt me...
and i know it, Im a door!!
But doesnt matter that Im a door right now
Wht matter? Matter what Im gonna be!!
Doesnt matter the miles separating us...
but matter the distance that u made between us!!
Doesnt matter where Im now...
Doesnt Matter where I wanna be now...
But matter that u r not with me!!
Doesnt matter why i love ya ... doesnt matter how...
just matter that i love ya... but u dont mind at all!!!

Probably u got hurt in the past...
aw the door knows exactly how it feels like!!
I hurt ppl many times, to show them that i didnt care
After all, i realized, that i was hurtin myself!!
Probably u had a bad time in the past...
aw the door knows exactly how it feels like!!
I fell many times, thinkin that i'd never get up ...
also i got up many times, thinkin that i'd never fall again!!
Happy, sad, interesting, boring, good , bad times
these feelings made me find out the door's heart...
Just try to see through the door ...The door found a heart now
Should i Keep it? Should i just let it go??
it was up for ya to decide.... but u dont mind at all!!!

Should the door worry abt ya? Should the door Cares abt ya?
Or should the door pretend that u dont worth it?
Should the door listen ya? should the door hear ya??
Or should the door pretend to be deaf??
Should the door imagine ur touch? Should the door feel ya?
Or Should the door pretend that never felt u here???
Should the door hope? Should the door believe??
Or should the door forget abt everything??
Should the door fight? Should the door dream??
Or should the door act just like u do... dont mind it all!!??

But The door so care abt ya, u worth everything ...
The door even deaf would listen ya ...
The door even so far, without ur touch, can feel ya right here!
How can the door can just stop fightin? Give up the dreams...
How can the door let u go?? Watchin while u r fading away...
but the only thing left 2 the door, is watch u go ...
watch u go... without a trace!
watchin u go... the door losin the fate!!
watchin u go... knowin that u dont mind at all!